Friday, May 7, 2010 / 10:23 PM
7/05/2010.
this is de day that it really happened on my previous post.
everything is back to my own, hate self, again :(
sad? kinda. coz its a sudden one.
happy? obviously not! coz i cant promise someone, my kakak angkat, lagy satuu..
hurt? not so.
weird and cofused? that is the main part.
hmmph....
but isn'it a good reason?
....."watcha say, that you only meant well...... wee, of course you did."
......"watcha say, that is all for the best..................................................."
i noe it is for the best for ALL of us ryte kak wafa?..
one day we WILL be united again.
now, one more prob. came up.
haizz............. i dunnoe what to do.
*tears dripping*
IHATEMYLIFE!
haizhaiz. stopp giving me prob. guys!
i cant help, i'm sorry.
let me finish my mid-year exams first, PLEASE!
.............. i cant take it. i dunnoe...........
NATASHA is back to her "hate life"
~come on gerl, wake up.... there is more people having a hope on u.
i cant, i cant. sobsob.
i walked away with confusion and a hope of happines.
may i, be back to my own self, bubbly, friendly and funny natasha.
i'm sorry guys if i have neglected u all.... aftr this, specific day.
i wont be the one dat you guys always wanted me to be.
aftr i end here, tmr, is the starting day of my miserable life, aftr one prob, came the other one.
soon........ natasha is 4eva gone.
kak wafa, i need you!
as i went futher away, my hearts bleeds increasingly... waiting for it to be cured.
and that is when, i finally got my true characteristics.
*will i be able to concentrate on my studies?..........
*i wont be the kind of friend that you found me, as in the pictures, above
