Friday, June 11, 2010 / 4:27 PM
I asked youhh to read ma blogg so youhh will understand everything.
Since you're reading this, i'm gonna tell youhh the truth of how i feel.
Yes, when i came ta knw the news, i was really pissed of.
Read the words above.
Yeahh... youhh gave me hope.
but.... are youhh honest? are youhh true?
that's what u are lacking of.
How could youhh lie ta me?
Why are youhh doing this?
What am i to youhh....
A doll?.....
or A Friend?.......
if imma doll, then i understand.
but you're my friend, my best friend, or even, my brother.
i treated youhh like a brother.
i trusted youhh.
i belived youhh.
what youhh did, really break all the trust that i have in youhh.
seriously, i was mad at youhh, angry, shocked, u made me cry.... coz i don't believe youhh would lie ta me.
i asked haidah if youhh really "did that"(u noe what i mean)
she said yeahh.... and she was also angry.
kayy, gerekk uhh kau, laen kali, buwat gytuhh lagy ehy?
Bagos,bagos,bagos.
aftr awhile..... i calmed down.
my questons is..... ~why did youhh lie ta me?
~why did'nt youhh tell mie ta truth?
i didnt say dat i dunn like if a person s----(u noe what)
but is just dat, if you are sick, u are gone then how?
me n haidah did this coz, we care, we love youhh as a friend.
and..... youhh said this in the msg"aku tk paksa korng kalau korng tk nk berkwn ngn aku lagi"
what's dat for?
first youhh said... you dunn wanna lose us..... den now, youhh asked us whether we wanna be friends wit youhh.
haizz.... i dont understand youhh.
i scolded youhh coz i still regard youhh as my friend,
if i did'nt did that, that means.... i dont regard youhh as friend.
now... is upp ta youhh if youhh wanna continue or not.
and dunn ever lie ta us again.
i swear.... i bleed if youhh lie.
"is this what i get in return, if i continue ta be your friend?"
i hope... not.
coz.... i really trusted youhh.
~" how greaaat is that..... when i'm being lied by someone" :'(
now, i'm afraid to be close with mummy.
aftr what you did.
coz... i really trust her.... like how i trusted youhh.
gosh! :'(
kayy.... lets put all this behind us, as if nothing happened...
and... i aint angry wit youhh anymore. :) 
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