seriously, i kinda feel hurt todaay. :'( Thursday, November 25, 2010 / 10:44 PM
haisssh. i wish i could sit somewhere, alone, far away from everyone, seriously.
i'm sad, i'm depressed, i'm hurt, i feel guilty okaaay.
yes, i do laugh, but deep down ma heart, its hurts okaaay.
first thing, i feel sry for H, i feel like i'm cheating her.
i feel dat i stole someone away frm her.
i mean, she's ma close? or even best friend.... haisshhh.
she doesnt nw, but one day she will knw abt us.
i knw she still loves youhh.
she thinks dat imma tha best and tha closest friend ta her.
but..... am i even her best friend?
a best friend who stole her precious ones?
a best friend who aint telling her tha truth?
baby, i hate this feeling, pop right here, which is ma heart
yes, i do love youhh, but....
haisshh.
i gotta bad feeling that something will happen.
i hope that it WONT happen. OMG.
cause' i love youhh like SHITTT.
i feel guilty yknw....
how long must i keep this? :'(
Labels: "i wanna be yours forever, but i wanna ask, how long baby?"
