STRESSED :'( Friday, January 7, 2011 / 3:53 PM
HELLO. i'm finally back to posting. (: yeah, missed a lot of... nice, exciting and much more... a MEMORABLE holiday. well, its been so long since i have been updated.. coz, i have been seriously busy for these.... past weeks? or maybe... months?? haha. i dunn knw. well, school has started not quite long ago... its abt... a few days? i SWEAR, sch is such a DISASTER, and i want holidays ta come back fast PLEASSEEE! i'm gonna type here EVRYTHING dat happened ta me... its seriously FUCKING annoying. -.-'TUESDAY:
well, i should say... i was very contented... cant wait ta go ta sch.. mcm org jakon. -.-' but... i was wrong... i hate it. i got ta find out dat my form teachers sucks a lot. I hate this YASMIN. she caught my finger nails, for first day. but... i dunn mind. (: HAHA. there was this funny part when naz had ta show her fingernails, but her's is way MUCH diff den mine, which means, her's is short. so, this yasmin said this, "Healthy fingernails, is healthy stomach" HAHAHAHAH! wtf. sze min, me, naz and WY laughed, like one insane person, it was simply HILARIOUS. with her speaking tone, and her actions, its was OBVIOUSLY stupid. -.-' HAAAAAH!
AND OH, before i forget, there is this TWO ang mohs in ma class, haaaah, SUPERB. but... aint up ta my satisfaction, i'm sorry. :( OOOPSSS! hahaha. they were fantabulously NICE. haaah, they were GENTLEMANLY, i should say, cuuteee! but... not "that cute" heh, u knw what i mean. there's one time when i had to go out, and they held tha door for me. (: PRETTY SWEET. i just adore their, angmohness, and they were very nice people, its just dat they were shy. haha.
den... last period of sch.... ASSEMBLY was banal. luckily, i was released earlier.. and here was tha nice part... haaahh.
everyone, got out... for their performances. and only left ma angk. members. i was scared ta stand up, so there's this guy called phakpoum? or wateva it is... he's a nice guy. he just said nicely ta me, "do u nid to go? if u nid, just stand up.. dunn be scared" YAAAY. haahah. so NICE. its not dat i like hym. -.-' he's just sooo CARING. haha.
so.. den off to performance... and back home.
WEDNESDAY:
went ta sch.... as per normal... lessons is still, not on,.
so first period, yasmin again, well, farhanah, was okay for me.. but aint yasmin, annoying techer i have ever seen.
i got caught for ma long fringe, but it aint dat long, some girls have LONGER den me...
this is how i got caught...
i was tallking to naz, then, suddenly, she came ta ma table, and slammed naz's desk, and she said, "AIKK! U ! (pointing fingers at me) cut ur hair tmrw, or else u have to stand in front of tha class for tha whole period"
i just rolled my eyes. so, irritating sia.. AIKK, AIKK. hahahahahahahha! her reaction was funny. (: i swear i could not take it... same goes ta naz, SM, and WY.
after dat, i had ta write these on these paper. abt feelings.
there was this part abt angry. and i wrote....
"i'm angry when.. someone comments abt ma hair" i hate her like one big fuck! well, easy say, i simply wrote everytg abt her. and i dunn care about it.
den.... around... tha last period. its naz's turn, yasmin asked her ta stick smtg at tha noticeboard, and we both just sat down.. and we were very exhausted.. cause we just came back.. i think.. we were somewhere on tha top floor.
so, yeaah, naz den showed this "-.-'" pissed off face. and yasmin sounded her.
"why?? is this job very tiring?? is it a heavy job for u?"
naz den.. walked away. so, yasmin showed this funny face, u knw.. when like ur mouth went like, down and ur eyebrows up, YAAH, dats whet she did.
i hate her face. a lot. -.-'
THURSDAY:
lessons started. difficult, boring, homeworks were too heavy for me. everytg was tough. -.-'
and.... yasmin didnt say anytg abt ma hair. haaaah, SATISFIED. i hope, she read ma paper. (: nice...
well, i dunn knw.. what to say. so, dats all.
den... angk.... time. FUNNY. haaaah, its still okay, except for tha last part. -.-'
haissh. its just one day dat u aint gonna send me home... and u went like one mad person? scolding me... thrwing ur temper at me for no good reason. i mean, i'm a grown up girl, and i knw how ta go back home. dunn be so over-protective please.
kay, i dunn want ta elaborate any further.
FRIDAY(today) :
STRESS, dats one word i should say todaaay, cause' i have LOADS of hmwrk. :'( den.. aftr sch.. went ta ada's hse ta take smtg.. den went home. i was tired. -.-' and... headache. and pain. haissshh. now, at home. typing and typing and typing.. kaay, gonna online at FB. and oh, talking ta ADA was fun. I LOVE YOU ADA, MINAAAAH PEMALAS! (:
btw.... i hate it when i was complaining abt ma stressness in class and this person went like... see, we no nid to study, just slacked. -.-' i dunn mind, but... instead of helping me out, u judge urself. haissh. FRIENDS are still tha best of tha BEST. (:
OUHHH! i wan, CHOCOLATES! yaaay! gonna eat one soon. ~TOODLES everyone.
P.S. imma not gonna be active soon, as studies are super-duper-fantabulously stress. i wanna concentrate. (: TAKE CARE.
Labels: "DEPRESSED, HOPELESS"
