oh yes, imma an evil girl. Tuesday, May 24, 2011 / 8:46 PM
school today was absolutely a disappointment to me. well yes, i cried almost everydaay today.. and credits to that, i gt sick. :'( but i dunn mind.. i am just too upset that i just dun care about anytg.... even my own health.
tha most terrible thing is when i was called of "taking advantage of you" especially by someone whom i loved. tha reason of why i had a "D" there was because i try not to love him anymore.. which i really did now. and i am serious. because of me, his mum cried... and he got mocked at. i didnt tell him how sorry and regretful i was aftr what i did. i really regretted what i did. i cried straight away when i knew ur hp was cnfiscated. i blamed myself for what i did but i kept quiet. what i post here is not to show of everytg i feel.. that wasnt my motive. i am just letting it all out here.. dats tha only it can only helped me... i was faking with my smiles tha whole day in front of everyone.. i knw its foolish. but i guess i was such a great actor... its pain bringing out my fake smile just to pretend everytg that happened. it hurts me. i have really made up my mind. and i'm gonna do it. i trust myself. (: and yaaah. i wont accept ur chocolate. sorry. i dun want anytg frm you anymore. just leave me alone. is tha best for me. i am willing to do it. (: i am sorry for broking my promises to you- tha 3 STEPS. we wont manage to last that long. once again i am sorry.. byebye
Labels: "i didnt knw how evil i was till u told me"
